When I was little I remember being scared
Scared of my family and the strangers
Scared of the future and the presence
All these things I'm beginning to see
I just wish I could hide them all within me
I'm sure I can find a way around them,
As time continues on,
My life is fading both in and out.
"Forgotten memories" germinate
Can someone please help me out -
prove to me that what they practice
and preach is actually within my reach.
With feelings this deep, plaguing my mind
I need some guidance to push me along
I need something to make it through,
Maybe just a piece of paper and a pen,
Or maybe just a blade instead.
Why cant I handle anything on my own?
How will I ever survive out there on my own?