Toxin Oxygen

Toxins pour within my skin
with every breath of oxygen.
I'm the supplier for my brain;
fixing myself doses to keep me sane.

Feeling lost within this world
I'm a balloon soaring in the sky.
I'm lost at sea with no hope in mind:
telling myself lies to empower my pride.

My thoughts are an enemy; my body a slave.
This is the only life I've learned to live.